Why’d  you look so sad ?

it’s your day

something you’ve been missing for sometimes

outhere, above, shrinking

Birthday Girl

There’s no point to keep looking

for something you’ve been missing for sometimes

because it will always be there

somewhere, above and trembling

Birthday Girl

i’ll drove you around this town

just away for not letting u down

was not any other day

just this special day

cause it’s your day..that made my day

*This lyric was wrote  few nights after June 8, 2009

When people try to sing so high
I could only sing so low
They made bad things looks good…
Perhaps I made good things turns bad…
However, somewhere, somehow…
I hope u still find the time u love the best

When things are not running they way u wanted
Believe me there are million things to be left unwanted

*Yes i am…but i am hurt as always

Beberapa minggu lalu gw sempet dikagetkan dengan sbuah e-mail yang berisi majunya seorang temen gw menjadi Caleg dari sebuah partai bergambar beringin..hahhaha whaaaaaaat?…bisa apa dia kalo menang hahahha?…di senat aja dulu kerjanya Cuma ngomel2 doang….tapi memang buat kaum “PENGANGGURAN” menjadi anggota DPR memang sasaran yang empuk untuk mendapatkan uang. Coba kita cek dan ini gw dapet dari link  http://warnadunia.com/rahasia-kenapa-banyak-yang-ingin-jadi-anggota-dpr/

 Penerimaan anggota DPR terbagi menjadi tiga kategori, yaitu

rutin perbulan, rutin non perbulan dan sesekali. Rutin perbulan meliputi :

• Gaji pokok : Rp 15.510.000

• Tunjangan listrik : Rp 5. 496.000

• Tunjangan Aspirasi : Rp 7.200.000

• Tunjangan kehormatan : Rp 3.150.000

• Tunjangan Komunikasi : Rp 12.000.000

• Tunjangan Pengawasan : Rp 2.100.000

• Total : Rp 46.100.000/bulan

• Total Pertahun : Rp 554.000.000

•  Masing-masing anggota DPR mendapatkan gaji yang sama. Sedangkan penerimaan nonbulanan atau nonrutin. Dimulai dari penerimaan gaji ke-13 setiap bulan Juni.

•  Gaji ke-13 :Rp 16.400.000

• Dana penyerapan ( reses) :Rp 31.500.000

• Dalam satu tahun sidang ada empat kali reses jika di total selama pertahun totalnya sekitar Rp 118.000..000. Sementara penghasilan yang bersifat sewaktu-waktu yaitu:

•  Dana intensif pembahasan rencangan undang-undang dan honor melalui uji kelayakan dan kepatutan sebesar Rp 5.000.000/kegiatan

• Dana kebijakan intensif legislative sebesar Rp 1.000.000/RUU

 Jika dihitung jumlah keseluruhan yang diterima anggota DPR dalam setahun mencapai hampir 1 milyar rupiah. Data tahun 2006 jumlah pertahun dana yang diterima anggota DPR mencapai Rp 761.000.000, dan tahun 2007 mencapai Rp 787.100.000. Woww.. pantas jika mereka mengejar kursi DPR, belum lagi dana pensiunan yang mereka dapatkan ketika tidak lagi menjabat.

Apalagi kerjanya Cuma

Dengan keadaan kayak gini sangsi gw kalo Indonesia bisa jadi Negara maju dalam waktu 10 -20 taun kedepan.

Ada yang pernah nonton film “the election” yang maen Matthew Broderick ama Reese Witherspoon?…buat perbandingan aja kalo di amerika tuh untuk menduduki kursi senator …emang dari muda lo harus menjadi tipikal si Reese Witherspoon dalam film itu, yang dari sma udah murid paling pinter dengan segudang penghargaan2…jadi track record lo emang harus bersih, disini lulusan SD, maling, pemaen sinetron, pemadat, ustat2 kampung yang bego dan sotoy..juga bisa jadi caleg..nah makanya hasilnya kayak foto diatas itu…

 Yah pokoknya slama Negara kita ga pernah bener – bener melakukan penyaringan ketat buat calon calon wakil rakyatnya…negara kita akan selalu menjadi NEGARA GARONG, bikin Indonesian idol aja bisa masa cari caleg yang bagus ga bisa.

1. Bintaro Town house

  Kira2 staun lalu gw dateng untuk liat rumah contohnya, luas tanahnya ga gede, garasinya juga Cuma 1, tapi ga tau kenapa gw jatuh hati, mungkin karena bentuknya yang minimalis, pas liat banyak hayalan2 muncul di kepala gw..mulai dari kolam ikan koi, ruangan perpustakaan buku2 hukum dan koleksi2 piringan item dan wood floor…I definitely must have wood floor

Well, harganya sekitar 450 juta-an, tapi buntut2nya paling 500 lah…kalo dengan DP 70 juta an, gw itung bias 4 juta sebulan gw nyicilnya 15 -20 taon, tapi gw mesti bekerja dan cari peluang lebih giat untuk dapetin ini..hehhehehe

2. IP Academy

Kemaren2 temen gw dhane sounding soal bakal dibukanya IP academy di Indonesia dan skr lagi mulai rancang kurikulum nya, ternyata setelah gw baca di detik.com, memang WIPO sama fakultas hukum ui emang lagi berencana untuk buat IP academy ini dan lulusannya nanti bisa jadi IP Lawyer / consultant….

Well, just wait, I definitely must take this course men            

3. Trip ke luar negri

gokil seumur-umur gw belom pernah ke luar negeri…kasian emang hehhehe, makanya kali ini gw harus punya duit nih untuk keluar negri..jadi ga Cuma ngiler liatin foto2 eropa temen2 dan pantai2 indah huhuhuhu

4. tabungan

meskipun nyeret2 kadang keisi kadang engga…pokoknya gw mesti isi terus nih…menurut financial klinik di hard rock fm…you will never know what could happen in your next year of live

5. Beli mobil

Mungkin mobil ini udah bukan barang baru lagi ketika gw udah punya duitnya buat beli…tapi sepertinya cukup oke untuk seorang lawyer muda hehhehe

(it’s Suzuki because indomobil a friend of Indofood heheheh)

6. Getting married with a beautiful wife

Hahhaha tae…punya aja ga, tapi mesti nih menemukan seseorang yang gw gila-in banget untuk menikah….ga ada criteria tapi yang pasti gw nyaman bersamanya dan seorang istri yang baik hehhe

7. Blossom diary second album

Proyek idealis ini pokoknya mesti jalan…untuk membuat gw ga terlalu serius huhuhu

8. perut ga buncit dan sebuah tato

belom nemu gambar yang oke…kalo nemu, sikat lah…

I got it all

I don’t think anyone

Wants to know your name

I got it fall

Deep down through my trout

I don’t think anyone

Would give a chance to a liar

* I have to know that all along

   That you would fool me once or twice

   Won’t give a chance to you lawyer

   You make up things even harder

I am in control

Should I blame anyone?

Since this all my fault

I got it hard

Deep down through my heart

No time to think about

To feel alone and feel bad

* I have to know that all along

   That you would fool me once or twice

   Won’t give a chance to you lawyer

   You make up things even harder

Throw all your man made books
Of high definitions minded regulations
Not every statement is debatable
Not every moment deserves criticized

Let them stay for what they want to say
Our nation wasn’t made in a day
Sit down…enjoy…drink wine
Break down…..let go….unwind

Obsessed Legal Darling
At the end you will know
that the real live was only a joke

 7^th floor

Beneath the grey sky

Dust and heat in central city

A place to hide and to feel lonely

7^th floor

You know I’ve been smoking to long

To think of nothing or something wrong

Of my live that wouldn’t be that strong

But one day I saw you

Wondering who you are?

I know you worked at 7^th floor

Busy with those legal documents

Makes me wonders of who you are

That one day I saw you

You are not that good looking at all

But each day you look more and more

Still I bet the boys won’t look at you

Because you are not that good looking at all

Each day I saw you

This feeling grows more and more

So let me stay at 7^th floor

I want to see u more and more

But I still don’t know who you are

Right now I like to keep it that way

Be better to imagine who you are

Rather than to know who u are

You’re just the pretty legal darling

Someday I would like to know you more

I hope you’ll still be staying at 7^th Floor

I will seek down all parades that brings me home

And keep down all the clouds that peaceful and joy

Because I am not a sinner no more

still trap on the shit hole for sure

But that’s not what I’ve been looking for

That’s not what I’ve been looking for

That’s not what I’ve been looking for

I sat and thinking over all night long

Would it ever be a night without light?

When I don’t feel that anymore

Riding the road all alone

But that’s not what I’ve been looking for

That’s not what I’ve been looking for

That’s not what I’ve been looking for

I feel so thinner with no way coming back

Fell like seagull that chasing the sunlight

I know their names exactly just the same

Like unknown soul have nowhere of going

I will stop running and looking for what i’ve asking for

Just let it all fall like raindrops and sunlight

I guess this is what i’ve been looking for

I’m fighting all the colony of happening

When it’s just not my time

But simply your line

Of becoming what happening

I had my time

Now I am giving in

Buying the house and living in

Get carried out by the waves of maturing

*So this and that

If you ever ask me to do

It’s not interesting

On becoming something happening